Change of name
~ Change of name~
If you pay attention to details, you would noticed I have changed my blog's name a while back. It's now called, "Haphazard Land". I decided to change it cause I don't think of my blog as a diary, it is simply a collection of my random thoughts and feeling.
It has been difficult for me to think of what to write in the past few weeks since life is just non-stop and allow me to have no time for reflections. Church responsibilities consumes most of my time lately. I still enjoy all of the meetings, just the stress level has been building up bit by bit. When that happens, my laziness kicks in and just want to do nothing! The excitement of my upcoming months is "hea"! The feeling of "hea" with friends/ at home by myself is the best reward I'm looking for.
Labels: Useless thougths
Super Responsive God
:: Super Responsive God::
I've been stressing out on the current audit since last Thursday due to resourcing issue. To top it off, I have to coach a new staff on an audit I have never done before, and I haven't heard great comments on the new staff from my co-worker. I started to loss patient on this audit team before the audit starts, but I realized my attitude won't get me far. So I pray to God last night, the night before I start the audit to grant me extra patient, extra love for my audit team before I go to bed.
Then God's responses to me immediately, HE gave me ACT 13:13 and 15:36-41:
John Mark had to prove himself to Paul that he is trust worthy as a friend, after he disappointed Paul back in Pamphylia. The bible didn't explain what John Mark did, but he was able to won Paul's friendship and trust back eventually, and became Paul's dear friend (Colossians 4:10).
I kind of look at John Mark's weakness and tried to understand the pain he has to went through before he earned the trust from Paul again. I guess I could see where my co-workers are coming from. They are inexperienced, already stressing themselves out in the new responsibility, so should I be liked Paul to throw stones at them when they are weak? If Jesus is always patient with my shortcoming, shouldn't I learn to be patient with others' shortcomings?
God is so amusing, HE always smack me hard whenever I need HIS guideline the most.
Labels: Reflection
